i want to be that girl that he just can't get enough of. the one who he feels like he needs to talk to or he feels lost. i don't want to be a burden. i want to feel wanted and needed... maybe i'm being needy. but i just want to be appealing to someone. you know? i want the little things that i do, to stand out to someone... to make them smile when i do them. the way i talk with my hands, the way i put my hair up in a bun. i want someone to tell me i'm pretty when i don't feel like it. but most of all, i want them to be sincere. i don't want them to say it just because they know its what i want to hear. and trust me, i know when someone is b.s.ing something. because, i'm the queen of it. i am a good liar. and i can pick liars out of crowd. so don't think you're fooling me.

i just want to be that someone. and when i take a leap, a leap, that quite frankly, i'm not even ready to take, just to go out on a limb, give it a try, i get put off...