working is such a pain. i wished i worked some where that would have less trashy people come in. in no way am i trying to be rude, but seriously, there are some seriously...trashy people that come in to my work place. i wish it was a little more relaxed, and that i could wear a ball cap. but, instead, its a corporate company which means my life there will be hell until i quit. i love the people i work with, don't get me wrong. they're all like a family there. but its just so...frustrating.

the dating life i have completely given up on. it changes so much when you're out of high school. and i'm sure it will change once i start school. but its just this slump. i guess i'm putting out a bad image, says my mother. but really, i just haven't found anybody who likes me for who i am. ha, how dumb. but, i mean, its true. the guys i do find that would be a possible selection are taken or not interested. so i mean, for now i'm done. if someone comes along, great. if not, no big. i have a lot of growing up to do and a lot of money to make so i can get out of this house, so i need to really get a move on. i would start a second job, but i work so much at my current job, i don't think i'd have time. and i certainly wouldn't have any time to myself. which i need.

ehhh. who cares! i feel like i complain a lot on here, buuut, i'm really happy! i promise! (: